2000-03-29

longest workday of my life.

long.

long.

long.

brain... melting.

will... draining.

mind... ashatter.

for today.

going out with my brother and his friend, to drink, eat and be merry.

tired, tho, i am.

too busy most of the day to fixate on personal problems.

which is nice.

but now that the office is quiet, and i am waiting around for my brother to appear, the rest of my life is settling in a bit, and i do feel a little melancholic, or forlorn.

*sigh*

what to do. what to do.

i torture myself by reading old entries, like this one.

sometimes things just make me sad, you know? things like disappointment, or the way everything feels inside when your emotions move out towards another person, and then you find yourself having to reel them back in.

i hate the way that feels.

ah well.

beer calls.