2000-05-04

for the past four days i have felt stronger than i have felt in a very very very long time.

last night i had a dream about going to my gynecologist and falling asleep during the exam.

this city is so strange and beyond me. i love it so much.

the penis of the homeless man whom i walked by as he was taking a large dump in the gutter... it was a strange, bright turquoise blue.

i don't know why that is.

i am having great fun with javascript at work.

i am supposedly going to see skaterboy on saturday. if i just see him and give him back all the stuff he lent me to work on the site, that will be okay.

i don't like that he doesn't treat me so kindly.

i have not been out skating in ages and ages.

my friends chris almost stormed off from me at lunch the other day. i have an odd tendency to not treat him so kindly, sometimes.

... weird how that works, isn't it.

i finally hung out with this guy sean that i have been emailing with since january. i had a very good time. its amazing what time spent around a vaguely centered person can do. differences between energy absorbtion and energy reflection.

tomorrow is friday. finally.

i saw taxi driver for the first time ever tonight. it was wonderful, and nothing of what i expected it to be.

work? i don't know, really.

i do know i need to take a shower, tho.