2001-05-18

i find that as time goes by, my spelling and grammar become more and more horrendous. there was a time in my life when i always answered "how's it going" with: WELL.

now that i have spent a good solid chunk of my daily life with someone from louisiana, i am more prone to answer: "eh, itsa goooon goood".

horrible. just horrible.

on the bus this morning people were staring at me. i find i get quite disconcerted when people stare at me... i tend to hate attention brought upon me in public that i did not purposely bring on to myself.

it all reminds me of the torture i used to go through in high school when mike dejesus used to follow me around the halls between classes making that "tssss-tsss" sound that some guys make when you walk by. it was enervating to say the least. i used to get so frustrated that i would almost cry. WHY IS HE GOING OUT OF HIS WAY TO MAKE FUN OF ME???? i used to wonder.

it wasn't until a few months into that whole gag when he called me up and asked me out that i figured it all out.

for the record: i said NO.

*sigh*.

fukin' a. its friday. i have had an incessant craving for drugs lately, and can't seem to get any. its driving me nuts, 'tis.

maybe tonight. maybe tonight.