2000-05-13

enlightening entry, that last one, NO? i really do have a special talent for massaging language into just the right tempo, form and phrase don't i?

i found the conclusion particularly poignant: "CAPS, YO".

stunning.

ahem. so i was hungover today. yes. i cried alot again last night on my way home. just not about myself in particular.

all of my conversations last night treaded the thin line between beautiful and heartwrenching. doesn't it ever just kill you, the weight of all of it? but in a good way, i mean. doesn't the subtlety of all our experiences, the bulk of all our miseries, the nature of all our happiness seem incredible sometimes?

sometimes i feel like we are all plugged into each other so deeply, that we are all feeling each other's pains and loves and whatnots.

i always feel so much for, in, and around other people. well. not always. sometimes i get so self-centred and fixated. does that ever help a person? no. of course not.

basal response is always to run from what hurts you. people can hurt alot. but they are also the only one's who can make you feel so good, and so BETTER.

ahhhhh. i dunno folks. lately, i have been happier than i have been in a really really really long time. inexplicable! nothing is different. but EVERYTHING IS DIFFERENT.

yah. i can't explain it either. =)