2000-08-16

130 am:

i went out with this boy, but i don't know that he likes me too much.

i think he is quite cute. with the brown eyes and brown hair.

i certainly did like him....

eh. what is the bother at any rate. cynical snide little old me can't last with anyone at any rate. better that i ought to be alone and solitary for life and eternity.

at least then the only person that can be harmed is me.

update::1242pm::

man oh man. i dunno what it is that gets into me after i come home from dates these days. its either rampant and raging skaterboy pangs or dismal cynicism or or or or....

*sigh*.

eh, so yah. this kid was really cute. smart too; aptly and often deftly managed to fend off the endless verbal jabbings i give to people.

which is a good thing, really. i PRY.

i had a good time, despite the fact that my unavoidable drunken scottish/canadian accent came back in full force, and near the end of the evening i was so tired i thought i was going to crawl on the floor into a ball and fall asleep. i probably should have gone home sooner, but i was reluctant to say goodbye to him.

poo on me. i am silly silly silly.

but now it is a beautiful day outside. andi am ready to RUN SOME ERRANDS DAMMIT! its gonna be FUCKING TIGHT!

heh.