2001-07-16

its another grey and seemingly useless monday around sf. i saw sunshine, briefly, this weekend, about 2.5 hours worth of drive away from here. i went swimming in the american river! it was hot there. here it is cold.

spent the majority of the weekend inordinately shit-faced, hanging out with mike and his roommate (who alternately irritated and endeared me). it was a long weekend.

today i must begin studying for my gre. how will it go, i do not know.

i feel awkward and anxious and sad inside.

and that's my morning thus far.