2000-08-08

tired. just infinitely infinitely tired.

perhaps it is the soul-sucking chore i have at work, making banner ads for products that i philosophically loathe... its a hard thing to do, and it makes me dislike people in marketing more than ever. do these people brainwash themselves into believing their own crap? are they capitalistically automated enough to be able to put down their own gut instincts in order to whore out their time and energy to sell crap to idiots?

or are they merely so stupid that they can't see that their various products are useless, inhibiting, and pointless.

i am feeling rather existential today.

and rather stale and flat.

bleh.