2000-03-21

i have yet to see one of these new golden dollars.

and how WOULD george washington feel about his portrayal in these commercials?

why does the "first apartment" of the girl in this ward's commercial look like the apartment i HOPE to have by the time i am 35?

my friend said "thank you" when i called her domestic. i did not mean it as a compliment.

ben and jerrys make such a mean low-fat ice cream. how do they do it?

my life becomes less and less like a soap-opera. its makes for poor diary-excitement.

but it makes for a good me. eating neither too much nor too little. not getting drunk every other day. off the diet pills. smoking less. walking more. is it the sun? is it the lack of boy?

i am happier in the sun.

and after all is said and done, i like myself alot better when i am not fixating over penis.

i really really do.

today is the first day of spring. so there is penile fixation... but it is conceptual rather than tangible. let us all run around the may-pole, shall we?

vernal equinox, today is.

vernal equinox, my goldfish was. vernal lasted but a moment in my life, but he will be remembered forever.

still haven't heard from skaterboy. i note it with something akin to amusement now.

i wonder how long i will be a full-swing single gurlie?

mmm. midnight. midnight lurks and looms. soon it will be tuesday.

monday lasted forever. how is that possible?

i've been through five mondays today.

i am so much happier, the past few days.

i'm so scared to admit it, for fear it all goes away.