2000-01-10

well. the glow of a good day only lasted so long. trial and tribulation at work... i'm trying hard to maintain some semblence of a notion that i will not be losing my job any time soon. which would be the sort of thing i just really wouldn't need.

had a long talk with the cfo about recent "issues" pertaining to the situation of my job (or lack thereof). i dunno. its a fine line between jockeying for more responsibility and making yourself look useless to the company.

if only it took me ten times longer to complete my projects than it does already. i would be gold.

=( bah. today i wish that there were noone at my house, so i could go home and smoke in the bathtub and slop around naked and play lots of loud music and scream slanderous statements at the talking heads on teevee. (always a stress reliever).

hrmph. perhaps i will take a stroll and try to work off this foulness.

hey. luke comes home tomorrow. that's a good thing, right? at the very least, its more drama.

*sigh*.

i'm depressed.